Quater-life crisis.

So.. Joy, what did you do during the weekends?

Oh Saturday I stayed home and went out at 10 at night and came home at 1 in the morning

Sunday I stayed home to play Angry Birds on my Mac the ENTIRE DAY!

and I'm here.. TALKING TO MYSELF ON MY BLOG!!!!!!

O M G - KILL ME ALREADY WON'T YOU?

b*tch

I am going to save this heart of mine and break someone else's cause there is where I think I would find my comfort.
No karma will befall on me I suppose cause I see myself broken, entering into a new realm and saving 2 hearts in love.
I believe so.

♥

poopsiejoy is yet to be over the holidays and school starts tomorrow.

So tired of everything. I wish life can just be like Godfinger or any other coins/mana generating game. Earn gold/happiness over a period of time. Just sit there and wait for the time when gold is just happily deposited into your bank.

Apparently that would only happen if I was a game avatar. Here, I am the one controlling the avatar and yet I want to be controlled. Ironic? Indeed.

Why can't knowledge come by through all the experience that we are going to encounter in the future. It is planned that we just have to go through the whole mundane process of going to school, get a certificate, and work your ass off.

I hate to do all of these things. I hate to work. I hate to study. I hate all these things. I do not know what I want. I do not know...

(ci)

You know that I love you boy.
Hot like Mexico, rejoice.
At this point I gotta choose,
nothing to loose.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke one cigarette and hush.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, *.

Today, my boy best friend said to me, "I don't think you would ever turn your back on me. No matter what state I become."

Wow. He sure placed a lot of trust in me.

& my girl best friend is making me take the ferry alone to Batam and back. There will always be broken answers and all about herself shit. ): Here, there's not much trust. I would know more about a person I've met for only a year or two rather than her a relationship of almost a decade.

to date: I have got only 3 bffs and I know I am exploiting the word of Best in 'Best Friends'

:my lovers are my best of friends as well, but I can't have too many. The world is that selfish.

You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down
You tell me that you're sorry I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat But that's nothing new

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

epic

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most epic I can ever get a night I don't think that I can ever forget the ideal life
shisha with random mates meet up with usual peeps and leave with random new found mates with a long lost lover booze music nicotine and more meet ups how much more ideal can it get

Place my heart in this bottle of sea salt, put me on a wrecked boat and sail it far far away.

Yeah? Yeah! Yeahs !!

Fucking hell! Yeah Yeah Yeahs was the awesomest stuff ever! It just made my 2010 the best ever. Karen O can just stay here in Singapore.

you can see more pictures at
Shermin's - http://www.facebook.com/inbox/?ref=mb#/album.php?aid=178676&id=767982432
or Xc's - http://www.facebook.com/inbox/?ref=mb#/album.php?aid=148770&id=572515094

I've got like Videos from my BB but OMG my BB is so lousy pea-size that you can't hear Karen O sing at all and from where I am sitting, Karen O + the other band mates were just ant size, in my vids you can just hear Joy Chang and no Karen O. (boring..)
Whereas Xc's iphone, nahbeh! Sound and quality was just (Y).

Like what I told LuLu, if you didn't go for YYYs, loser of the century man!
HAHAHHAHAHHA joking luh. But it was seriously, Nice.

Highhhhhhhhh

Elvis.

I love talking to Tong. Even if we do not speak it still nice that I am friends with Tong. HAHA I know if Tong reads this her palms will sweat and she'll have goosebumps cause damn cheesy!! HAHA But seriously, Tong, serious! ♥

Anyhow, cause Tongster and I were like googling away the funniest things on earth. And I may know what I wanna do in the future. But I won't reveal just in case I don't do it. Dreams and hopes crushed. :(

All I need is $$$ I talked to mom and dad already. I need $$$.
What's there to eat less or not shop, I've not been doing much of those.

I like the smell ...

of Nicole.

Out with B and N last night. Wow, tell me about it.

started off with a busy tired day and it turned happy and now a fucked up shitass day.

what's wrong!?

I AM NOT GOING TO DRIVE ANYMORE WHEN I GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS
OR
I'LL JUST TELL THEM I DON'T DRIVE WHEN I DID. RUN AWAY WHEN THEY ARE NOT LOOKING.

Happy Joy Day !!! "Anything for you"

O M G !!!
My 19th was a blast!

BIG FAT THANK YOU TO EVERYONE!!!
(you know who you guys are)
esp. Shermin, Tong, Car, Sandra, MeiMei and XC
then Lulu, Evelyn, Kieron for being there on Sat though I can't remember a single shit
AND my lovely GUO and Geraleine
AND Nate and Neighbour(Foongster)
and EVERYONE ON FACEBOOK!!!
♥ you people of my life to the max.


Can you believe it!? Its only my nineteenth and I spent 3 days celebrating it! And still having people wishing me on the 23rd. AWESOME.
"Anything For You" (literally)

Friends! I know its not over yet you guys are still going to buy me a birthday present! HAHA
F. Y. I - I DO NOT want Kitty Lab Tickets!! HAHA
Cause I don't want to be playing alone :( HAHA SO PLEASE NO MORE KITTYS.
A bit bored of KITTYS already :(
I would like the 365 Days book. If you'll have trouble thinking of a change in present! HAHAHA
♥ you babys A LOT!!!! Till the day that I die.

this $ is a curse

24/7 365 days of summer

misery business unsolved with my most beloved friend.
I do not want to lose her, and I won't.
This PMS has got to stop before any actions are being made.
Rant to the other girlfriend first and ask for advice.
This tongue is a double-edged sword.
Alright. Maybe worst than that.
It slashes your senses and that palpitating thing on the right/left side of the chest as well as that squishy thing that channel thoughts up there.
Dammit if we didn't have organs and emotions won't life be much easier?
No. (I know I just answered my own question)
Won't we then be Robots/Mannequins/Trees(they breathe right? so are they counted?)/Spaceman/Astronauts.

I maybe writing nonsense or even uncompleted sentences or maybe even spelling words wrongly because I just watched (500) days of summer and I thought that it was so good!
If you liked (500) days of summer, I think you'll love my friends. Cause I think they are like Zooey Daschanel(sp?)in the movie, Summer. Except that Summer maybe a tit weirder. And to Tong, you are not that werid anymore. So is Car. You two better thank Zooey Daschanel for making you both not too different from the world. (Y)

Love you babys.

School is not much that of a whore now. Getting use to the environment and the fellow fellas. Awesome, awesome, awesome! Actually there's still pretty much nothing to do, mundane most of the time. I have seen #Patches like quite often again in school. Pretty awkward but.
Today, I have "collected" the most amount of unpleasant nicknames in the world (p.s/I never had nicknames) and I feel like a total Mafia in the eyes of others now. Whatever rep I deserve, I believe its gone in a snap. FML

butterflies in the stomach & heart palpitating ike a baby's heartbeat.

when I see you, even from afar

to love: respect love.

cause with them, love is infinite (∞)

I miss BKK
I miss you girls and a guy
I miss all the laughing
I miss my roomies
I miss the food
I miss ∞