Monday, May 16, 2011

'love' is just a 4 lettered word with great responsibilities

be careful when you say 'love you' you may just say it and not mean it.
if you really do love somebody, you will say it to that somebody even if the public does not know
;you will say it even if you are not talking to that person ever again
;you will know what to do.

childish death stares over some cupcake today, I really never felt so little of myself till this french ang-moh reigned over my will. I have lost all pride and ego ever since.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

I am so afraid.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Actually it is good that all of us has parted. I guess it has been what all of you have always wanted. No one would have thought that all would have chosen love over friendship. Its okay that I am the outcasted one. Friends come and go. In my case, my best friends stayed and left instantly. Any old how, since the beginning I was the one that have not been accepted. All of you can't live without a partner cause all of you are so lost when you are alone. To be rich and famous, were all of your goals. To fit in, I tried to make it mine too. For someone to always break up with one person and head into another relationship instantly, is wrong. (No one figures out or respects moral rights anymore do they?) No worries, its always good to have fun. Everyone asks me 'how am I' and what nots that happened. It is such a childish matter, I wish I can just not be involved in this childish behavior. I cannot cause I was being a friend and you guys were not to me.
That's right! How you three can live happily among yourselves and not feel anything for me is because you guys just thought about yourselves. Stop all that bullshit about missing me and this friendship! If you really do, you would have the courage to approach me. Only I have been feeling this misery cause I was being the friend from the beginning and you guys weren't.

Good luck! Cause all of you are living off God so you need luck badly.
our love was lost...

Sunday, March 27, 2011

reading back the posts dated a year or so ago. I think I am really a funny person. I practically blog about whatever I was thinking. & now there isn't much progression. I am just bring all the 'what ifs' in the past to the present.

I do not think my writing skills are good enough to be a copywriter but I am willing to learn.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

“The people that stay and the people that leaves. They all come and go so easily. Can’t they just stay and love you forever till one defies gravity. Friend or foe, thou shall love each other with no fear or doubt.”

#Things I Say

Saturday, March 12, 2011

So one lonely heart is what we stand right listen

There's a hole in my soul but I don't know what's missing

So what we have left when there's nowhere else to turn In my Soul, there's to much more to live and learn

one lonely heart is what we stand round and hear it

There's a hole in my soul and i'm not seeing clearly

So have we left when there's nowhere else to turn In my Soul, there's to much more to live and learn

Thursday, March 10, 2011

I'll just go. Go over to a foreign land. To party or not to party, I do not know.
Ditch me and leave me aside. Friends were the most important to me. Best friends, it says it all in the name - best friends. Empty and unworthy. Thinking of how psycho I can go.

I just need to breathe.

Friday, March 4, 2011

I am just so sad now I need someone to empathize me

Thursday, February 17, 2011

I need a major getaway!

Monday, January 24, 2011

For 2011

Leave a comment here and I’ll..

1. Tell you why I befriended you/ you tell my why I should befriend you (if idk you).(vice versa all if idk you)
2. Associate you with a song / movie.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. Associate you with an animal / fruit.
6. Ask something I’ve always wanted to know about you.
7. In return, you need/need not post this in your own LJ/blog .

Quater-life crisis.

So.. Joy, what did you do during the weekends?
Oh Saturday I stayed home and went out at 10 at night and came home at 1 in the morning
Sunday I stayed home to play Angry Birds on my Mac the ENTIRE DAY!
and I'm here.. TALKING TO MYSELF ON MY BLOG!!!!!!


Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Sahara Desert Theory

Nai is the much awaited water that appears as a mirage
Joy is the Cactus - full of thorns but has water in it
Nisa is the Mummy - trapped in a Pyramid until someone finds her
Suzi is the fossils underground - precious that no one has found her yet


Saturday, January 1, 2011



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