Monday, March 30, 2009

car said

"what you feel is what you are and what you are is beautiful."


oh hols hols hols non-jolly hols
I am boring myself out
only driving entertains me and keeps my calendar pack
after this week there won't be any more driving
what can I do
ubin, batam, rendang
when is my money coming in
I want to party like crazy but..
Friends call me out and bff in SG seems ever so busy and missing even though cheer lead is over and bff in AUS is not on when I am on lols
Thank God for Grey's Anatomy
I am dragging myself into not watching Grey's cause if I am done with all the season I am left with nothing to do
Can't you guys be excited and happy and glad and anticipating to be a Year 2 in a month time
When is the timetable coming out
I want a 4 day week again, so I can book driving lessons
Must pass TP Test and get License by July

Sunday, March 29, 2009


Name: Joy
Date: 3/29/2009
Colorgenics Number: 12063457

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

Saturday, March 28, 2009


"if I was missing, would anyone actually notice"

Friday, March 27, 2009

Dream Senario Crazy (?)

OMG it was so freaky.
I was with Sa and idk where the hell are we at don't know which party.
E was puking heavily and like a mother cow in the girl's powder room and KM(?) told me not to go in and go to another toilet (?) haha

Somehow, don't know how we were actually invited to this party. Then we were in this room, like a private room with everyone I never imagined I'd be friends with. OMG
and like EC(M) was together with zy and se was there so was zj and we were all against the wall watching a home movie? wth!

I didn't realise EC was there and sitting next to Sa (?) and I was just one person away from zj and his bf (?)

ChS was there but Bs was no where to be seen. ChS was a party drinking mother cow.
We played Mj soon after. As said, EC(M) was together with zy, zy was sitting on M (:() and I was playing sitting next to them. This Mj game was the most retarded one ever! Everyone cheated and it had no rules.

I was so pissed I went to the toilet where I saw KM(?) and she told me not to go in(?) and saw E puking alll over with security securing her HAHA and she wanted to hug me. but I did it invisibly w/o any contact and then she touched me so I was covered with puke (:\)
I then changed toilet and changed but i lost zee clothes OMG - so retarded!!!
Then I was so embarrassed to see EC at shit and blah..
HAHA and idk I was living in this glamourously grand toilet like a bedroom.

all unknown people and weird people except Sa with me. :\ zOMG

Gusto Cheerleading Sqaud !!!

Cheerleading.. something that I am so NOT into.. BUT all for the BFF!! :>
Sandra and I went down late the other day HAHA cause partying till the early morn :)
(A little late to blog about but I'm only free now haha)

it was pretty fun being their photographer for the day.. which I didn't really help much. oh wells.
I am not posting a lot of pictos here cause.. I've posted 6 freaking albums on FB and I am so tired. HAHA With all the Tags and Tag Requests from this guy called Raymond Lam you're such an assy pussy I tell you Tag like no mother tomorrow BUT its alright HAHAHAHAHHAHA (I'm joking ya? - no hard feelings :)

Cheerobics was pretty exciting! I finanlly get to know that there are like tens and tens of thousands of cheerleads in Singapore !! omg omg omg la

Gusto!! You did well!! I wasn't really a good photographer but I hope you guys enjoyed what I have taken. :\
Fret not that you guys did not win, its not all about winning ya? It was nobody's fault just that everyone was having to much fun performing that they forgot it was a competition :)

Great Job!! Hope to see you Gustos soon! and ALL THE BEST NEXT CHEEROBICS!!! :)


Monday, March 23, 2009

From Sandra's Canon

fate, affinity, destiny, bullshit??

I think I just believe in it too much....

will blog about Partying and Gusto soon :)
yippeee Malaysia with Bro tomorrow morn/afternoon ♥


so when will I see your face again? (sings)
fate/affinity/destiny omg I think I am believing in all these unseen mystical fortune befalling on a little tad too much. maybe, its really TOO MUCH.
but seeing you then not forgetting you, had a random conversation with gfbff and then found you online and party. I hate when such things really happen to me.
I thought this only happens in movies :\ how am I suppose to feel, tell me.
Maybe its true, Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous, maybe its not.


Friday, March 20, 2009

Believing is ...

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Approx. 16km

ACCOMPLISHMENT!!!! - yay! to that!
I went cycling with Tabby on Wednesday(yesterday) !! :) :)
Sure it was tiring but fun :)
Cycle till we can see the control tower of Changi Airport and see planes take off.. how awesome can it get??
Not so when you get super tired and exhausted when traveling back with all the up slopes and eat 4 chicken wings and 2 cups of sugar cane at the hawker centre.
That is when its super NOT awesome!!!
haha but I love cycling with Tabby O :)
love love you and swimming soon yea?

p.s// I've got a super duper BAD watch tan :( - I told my mommy its a free bangle from Above :)
Pictures :

I was like.. I like this bike cause it has Zebra Stripes!!! :) :) :)

and Tab's like, I'm better than before and I try I try to be ah-lianish :)

Can you see the control tower??? OMG COOL BALLZ right??

The paths are never-ending...
Chicken fiesta time!!! :) :( :) :(

the heart pumps

he said I looked good and... see me soon :)

bloody bastard! we haven't talked in god knows how assy pussy long and now you are saying that I look good and nice and all the nicey sweet ass crack stuff?
Do not you come and bullshit in front of my bloody eyes and pollute my MSN history chats!
sucker! go fuck yourself or something and not come/go around breaking hearts with that face!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

give a pat on joy's back!


: ) : ) : )

no supp paper - YAY to that x 1099999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999...



a little stupid convo keeps this blog active

sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:22 AM):
super funny lah yo
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:23 AM):
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:23 AM):
why you dk his name?
why nv exchange no?
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:23 AM):
ya la
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:23 AM):
tsk tsk
let;s take the initiative
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:23 AM):
idk la
so gross
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:23 AM):
theres always the 1st time
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:23 AM):
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:24 AM):
whts gross ?
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:24 AM):
asking for name and number
nvm nvm
if there's fate
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:24 AM):
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:24 AM):
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:24 AM):
fight for your own happiness lah
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:24 AM):
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:24 AM):
k lah
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:25 AM):
fight what
no battle
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:25 AM):
so fucking LOL funny *icon
i'm gna sleep now
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:25 AM):
me too
driving tmrw
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:25 AM):
organise for wed date pls
i haven get btt done
oh well..
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:25 AM):
you organize la
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:25 AM):
you lah
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:26 AM):
i'm a failure to organise
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:26 AM):
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:26 AM):
joycyl♥ crystal castles says (3:26 AM):
like iam good?
omg you suck hate you to the max
love you lah!
sandra; for all errors are the wants for love says (3:26 AM):

where's the ugly ec? haha
stupid conversations sometimes.. ?

Friday, March 13, 2009


clubbing v.s IT show

:\ :\ :\

Thursday, March 12, 2009

lychee was just the best part

i'll be back with pictures if I am not tired tomorrow after the IT SHOW.
i am missing all the fun the girls are having tonight for the IT show, sorry girls!! :\
soon soon, we'll party together again, soon. XOXO

wish me lucks and PRAY for me as I work for the IT SHOW

xoxo, ♥♥♥,

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

"Who said there was going to be a thunderstorm??"


I woke up at 1pm wondering why it isn't raining.
I quickly text Tabby and asked her, WHO SAID THERE WAS GOING TO BE A THUNDERSTORM??"
(I didn't exactly say that I am just exaggerating and trying to make it fit into the blogging style HAHA what style right? haha)
and we both were like I really feel like cycling!!!
So we met up and cycled!!! ECP!!
I thought I was bad.
She was worst! I tell you. OMG
HAHA but I still love you Tabby O - thats her name in my Phonebook HAHA
I had fun, no muscle aches, but a little too quick, nvm next week!!! :)

another form of exercise tomorrow.. ladies night.. :\


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