I'm a selfish bitch

One, I'm biting my tongue
Two, He's kissin' on you
Three, Oh, why can't you see?
One! Two! Three! Four!

The word's on the streets and it's on the news:
I'm not gonna teach him how to dance with you.
He's got two left feet and he bites my moves.
I'm not gonna teach him how to dance, dance, dance, dance
The second I do, I know we're gonna be through.
I'm not gonna teach him how to dance with you.
He don't suspect a thing. I wish he'd get a clue.
I'm not gonna teach him how to dance, dance, dance, dance

Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around

Safe to say from here,
You're getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

turn your gravity defined face back up

People people!
Your forever21 stuff have reached me!!!
and I can pass it to you girl when you'll contact me k? Or maybe the time when I see you girls :)
♥♥♥ it! ::




Do you love my hairband, (green) wallet and silver shoes???
♥♥♥



I AM CONDUCTING ANOTHER F21 SPREE FOR MORE INFO
email me : cyljoy@hotmail.com
or just tag my board!! :)

auspicious future timing of angst and whatever

p.s// before you happily read this post. Note: every character in this post is fictitious and it is seriously a random note cum thought.


(It maybe the eighteen genes of side effects and of being older and more issues attacking the brain, is what I'd always say when I feel that I am going to weird mode or going naggy !!!)

Do you get friends that are so unreasonable at a particular point in time when you suddenly get so irritated and pissed with them. They would even make you think back, are they seriously for you or against you. Seriously, that vibe have been around the air recently. All around. I do not know if the aunty strawberry jam is arriving or like it just happens. What about the guys then? Do you guys have strawberry jam?

When someone says someone for taking the ownership of being childish, the person thinks that he/she, him/her-self is making a casual "random" remark. Everyone definitely would have a childish moment in a part of their life. And have not checked their inner conscience. Right now are you pleading innocent/guilty?

So what if you're 20, 21, 62, 88, 10 or even 18, there's definitely this childish act in you. What about your dirty little secret of liking Hello Kitty, you dream about marrying MoJoJoJo, wish you lived in Chalkzone and is like Kim Possible. How about having a quadrillion stuff toys when you sleep at night, calling your toy gay names like Cabbage Patch or having to have the lights on when everyone's gone, jump into your parents bed when its a stormy night.

Seriously, whats is it with the term childish to be used on people.
I am totally guilty. All my white flags are up. When I was typing, names were just crossing my mind upon their childish-ness.
I'll say that I am first when you continue reading.
(don't ask who, like I said no one, I'll tell you when I want to tell you or not)


urghhh!!!!! I am like super angry in all ways when someone is so fucking irritating and gets on my nerves!!!! (NO WORDS CAN PROCLAIM ON HOW MUCH I HAVE TAKEN IN) When a particular person thinks she knows it all and then she acts all so ya ya papaya and then pretends to be all so fucking smart and just does not want to lose out to the rest about being stupid, seriously stupid. When the truth is that she really is dumb and retarded and admits that she does not need any help. She thinks she can do so much better, all about comparing on who is doing better. Hello wake up sweetie you are at this age and why do the comparison. Someone has definitely got to be better and louiser than you are. Who cares you are better at someone at this particular point in time. Do you think you can gain all the credits in the world by achieving such grades. You asked people to help you, check yourself. Do not think you are some angel. And be jealous that someone else is so much cooler than you are. You think I am arrogant and spiteful. Think what you want to think! I tell you what I am so affected by you cause by thinking I am so arrogant and spiteful ( who said you thought this way? I AM PSYCHIC! seriously ) ARGHHHHH I am so angry. I TELL YOU MY CHILDISH ACTS NOW. THIS IS MY CHILDISH ACT FOR RANTING ON A WEB PAGE.




FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I WILL NOT SAY A MEAN THING ABOUT ANYONE UNLESS THAT PERSON REALLY NEEDS IT. I WILL LITERALLY BE NICE THROUGH MY WORDS AND I WILL MAKE SURE I TAKE IN ALL CRITICISM IF ITS GOOD/BAD(be it if someone calls me a bitch/fucker/cb), I CHANG YULING JOY WILL TAKE IT ALL IN AND RANT IT ALL HERE/ NOT AT ALL BUT ALL THINGS NEED TIME TO ADAPT TO A NEW ENVIRONMENT. I WILL TAKE EVERYTHING!!!!!
but I'll say a last thing, you fucking smelly bitch.
cause I believe that if you do not say anything about anyone, they will try not to say you. But you know, human's nature IS human's nature.



: ( I know I am such an angry kid :( and I don't like people telling me thing that I can't face with. sorry...

left on a jet plane

haha those who are thinking of impressing facehunter... sorry you're just a tit too late.. he left!! boo-hooo-hoo ... ..

let me tell you something freaky: I went to my nuffnang to see if I have earned another $0.20 or whatsoever, and I was checking keywords.. besides the word facehunter. My freaking effing full name was being google-d as well!!! OMG
THIS IS SO FREAKY please tag who google-d me so I won't be so afraid. Stalker! haha maybe not la I am just over-reacting.
: |bleah| :

xxxx: rawrrorrrrrrrrrr

throw all aside and bring fashion in

I bet everyone is hoo-hah-ed about the knowledge that Face Hunter is in Singapore. lols
If you know nuts about face hunter, you IS totally uncool. haha ( no offense )

I was in town today and everyone was like whoo-hah-ed a bit ( its a psychological effect thing ) but still Singaporeans can't dress well. They are shabby and I literally am adding onto that population list with my lazyness. I am not saying about dressing weirdly or whatsoever. It just about having your own style.
**p.s. you don't have to be a fashion/art student to dress well and proper.

and then when I was just viewing all the fashion blogs (face hunter, the sartorialist, copenhagen street style and more (just to name a few) ; the people on the streets.
IT IS SO AMAZING! It may be cause they are "ang-moh(s)" (another psychological effect shit) or like because they are asians living abroad and not in their origin country. Oh peeps! Bullsh*t! It just matters on how you bring up and portray yourself. BUT **Warning! Please DO NOT try so hard that you create your own faux pas.

and the blogs really shows me what it takes to dress up and look SO good to be spotted and picture being posted for the world to see.
wow.
and right now I just feel like dressing up all week!! See what it takes to dress up so fashionably in your own particular style, minding your own business and not care what people say for the rest of the week. (I am going to look all the brain juices I have got left - I better think ahead - my time management skills already sucks)

be like :







Credits: Facehunter & The Sartoralist

I will not mention lookbook.nu cause I think that lookbook is not very fair and people have their own perspective of dress sense. lookbook.nu just allows people to post their favourite and awesomest look (according to them themself) and get hypes from people in the community. However, I think that sometimes, people hype looks because of the photography skill, out of superficiality and not on their outfit. Those with hundreds and hundred of hypes, seriously, sometimes they look REALLY GOOD. But at times, you can't even see that persons outfit besides their top/bottom and he/she gets many hypes cause he/she maybe handsome/pretty and the photograph is well taken. But I still like lookbook. Be it the hypes, people liking your outfit or what nots. It is awesome cause you can just take it as your personal lookbook!

cheers!

everything is going down

school sucks
communication sucked stats sucked boo

when dbl O lost all the Os.

nobody stops me when I am partially high.
I play when I play, be serious when its only time too.

toilet madness! Did you know that del literally climbed over the toilet cubicle to open the other door cause this girl was like sleeping inside! hahahhah

Yah and Chloe wore heels! Not fair!

Rock on dudessssss hahahhaha








I like this I don't know why










end of the day: Louisa the soberest (just drank 3 shots with us cause she ♥ her bf!); Chloe got high and then gone when she laid down (7 shots and above); Delyse was like high and even higher then when we left she was seriously gone ( 10 shots and above and a cocktail?); Joy was just freaking fucking high, no puke, little slang(for awhile only!) and photographer cum caretaker (7 shots and 3 cocktails)
Why? Why am I only clubbing when I am 18? haha

Highlight of the day.

I ate cow's lungs today :|
and I ate chilli cuttlefish.
clubbing the day before was a BIG highlight already

weakling - hungover

hang me up to dry, my head hurts like fuck and I need to shit.
Tell you guys about party wed, with free flow drinks and the going ons soon.

GIRLS!!!
Our orders from F21 have arrived!!!
We could have gotten it earlier but I dilly dallied in school so therefore(I had his lesson) I didn't manage to get back home in time to catch hold of that postman! haha
But no worries, latest would be by next week Monday/Tuesday k?
Hearts♥ you girls, lovelies.
:) :) :)

I'm old and gay.

once I get on pet's society on facebook, I'll get hooked and I'll never do what I am suppose to do for the rest of the day : }

ugrhhh.. do I love/hate facebook?

ADD ME ON FACEBOOK IF YOU DON'T HAVE ME ON YOUR FACEBOOK :)

Take me to Orchard(NewYork) & Marina Bay(SanFransicoBay)!

disposables wasted #1

to view the rest of the disposables click here! ♥

I wished I didn't wish at all. (IMAGE HEAVY!!)

THANKS BESTIE!! I'm Wishing for a bigger tub of Dublin Mudslide. I LOVE YOU for making me pray to a pint of Ben & Jerry's : ) : ) : ) ♥ ♥ ♥



CAN YOU HEAR JOY'S NAME??? (haha we saw the tweeeniess at Forum and it reminded me of gardenias twinnesss you know the chocolate cream-ed ones? heeh)

she loves mrsseet's(do this so no one can google - haha) look alike.

she made me go to the 'PINK' section : (


we're house bunnies ASSS!!!!!!!!!!!!

she likes puppets to fight EBELLLLLLL very EVIL!!

rudolf the red nose reindeerrrrr weeeeherrr



I is animal partayer.



NAII!!! TOLD YOU SOMETHING FOR YOU!!!! : )
♥s you okay? :)

Strawberry tall cake.

yah la 18 and still have not over grown the toys 'r' us height chart : (

♥the brother & sis-in-law♥

they said I can make wishes.



♥FAMILY♥


bubblleee bobbbleee

Can you not see the bubbles behind me : (


I forgot to take picture with Chloe and Shawno :( nvm see you 5th Dec : )

'i don't wanna grow up, I want to be a toys 'r' us kid' - literally, word for word.


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