Live life to the fullest.

I found out I am not an accidental child. They wantedhad another child but it didn't surfaced to air. ☹

So you've got me on planet earth, instead of my other brother/sister. WTF!

Pissed till there were tears

Who brought you up? Who taught you values? Who paid for your shit when you were young and was still studying? I know now, he is not what he used to be and she is overtaking his duties. Please you are fucking ten years older than I am. Can't you be much more sensible? Use your IQ and EQ can?? I always tell her you are damn stupid, jokingly, but sometimes I really think you just have fucking low EQ or maybe you can't balance both your IQ and EQ. I know you are married and all and have a hell lot of shit finances to handle. If your wife and you can afford the bags and accessories, as luxury items, you can't even pay for him an air ticket? But you would pay for her. You want me to pay for him? I wouldn't mind. If it ever comes across your mind, I can hardly even survive with the peanuts she gives me and with the side jobs I have, how far can I survive. I will not say that you are selfish but you are just fucking annoying. Your wife ask me to ask him if he wants to go with us, or else he will be stuck alone here in Singapore. I actually turned down your wife and said I doubt he would want to go with us. Then, when I asked him and he wants to go, you say you no budget cannot pay the fare for him. What fuck shit is this? Cheebs. I wish I can help here. I understand money is such an issue here. I am not angry that you do not want to pay for him. I somehow know where you are coming from. But you actually asked me to turn him down after he has happily agreed to go and say that it is planned for the four of us and say air tickets are really expensive. YOU DON'T HAVE FEELINGS ONE ARH?? You don't want to pay, I will find a way you motherfucker son of a bitch. I know we come from the same bitch. But seriously, you are such an asshole. I really do not know what fuck to do now, I need a stick.

did I mention: My dad e-mailed me cause he wanted to use the feature of push mail on my BB! He could have just sms-ed or call. haha

JFL

Chang

be my mafia

11:28pm

Joy

NO

11:28pm

Chang

pls

just add u dun ve to play the game

11:29pm

Joy

NO

I don't want

11:30pm

Chang

sicko

fine

11:31pm

Joy

I was just thinking of accepting

but whatever!!!!

;P

:p

11:31pm

Chang

come on

just accept it takes u less than 60 secs

11:32pm

Joy

what do I have in return?

haha

11:32pm

Chang

just be kind n dun expect anythings in return

11:32pmJoy

urghhhhhh

ok la

whatever la

11:33pm

Chang

thank u

;)

just let me noe if u need anything

11:33pm

Joy

need what?

11:33pm

Chang

anything

11:34pm

Joy

OKAY! ;)

DONE

11:34pm

Chang

yup saw it

hahah

11:34pm

Joy

SATISFIED???

11:34pm

Chang

yhanks

11:34pm

Joy

o m g

11:34pm

Chang

thanks

hahahah

11:35pm

Joy

tsk

how old already!?

11:35pm

Chang

just for fun

:p

p.s/ Chang is my Brother, yes we have blood relations.
p.p.s/ He's way much older than me :|

partying has got no limits

Friday was the last paper.
Wrote stupid things, didn't study much, no concentration but I think all is well.
Worked at Haji.
The Proposal with the girls I am going to miss for 2 months-ish :'(
Went to Zouk, was tired, was very tired.
Saturday, I worked at the farm.
It was pretty fine. Drived (HAHA its suppose to be DROVE)home.
Lost my way around from Kranji.
Bathed, changed, powdered up and left for Zouk.
I was early!!!
Waited for mortals to arrive and had lots of drama about entering.
Drink, drank, drunk.
High, low, slang.
hellogoodbye.
low memory.
home, love the bed.
Sunday, late for work at the farm.
Made the rents miss church as well as send me down to work :(.
I love my rents!
Work was pretty boring.
Bejeweled Blitz my time away.
Holiday Inn Atrium (Zouk) Hotel for Buffet Dinner
with Aunt Jean, Uncle Jeff and Janell jie jie ;) ♥
Not yums at all, but full.
The bread and butter pudding was (y).
Home Sweet Home.
Facebook (again)

Life is so mundane like that ain't it?
Partying again next week.
$ down.
Bkk how?

xOOx

Photos for Saturday - Sander Van Doorn

something

I was so childish yesterday, I got angry with mommy for not letting me drive her car out to the "mama" store to buy tidbits and I can't tell her that Janell allowed me to drive her Stream.
BUT
just now when she picked me from outside, she asked if I want to drive. I was so excited!!!
I drove in :) but you should actually see the face of my mother! HAHAHAHAHA

Priceless. I tell you. Priceless!
She was panicky and nervous and scared and pale.
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
and very Kan-chiong!!! ( which I don't like ) :( I was like screaming and laughing at her and she screaming at me not to talk but drive! HHAHAHAHAHA
SUPER FUNNY!!

love me mother mother

the mother cow

sorry mommy :(
I love you very much and I am so sorry.

mummy made me think a lot! I mean seriously A LOT!
She kept on asking me why would I want to do such a thing when its not even nice and who have taught me to so such a thing. She kept on repeating that its such a dumb thing to do.
She also added having piercings are fine but tattoo is a NO! Especially across my back.

If you are asking about my bolt tatty on my ankle. Yea. I think she knew about it long long ago but did not squeak a sound. Cause she said that I could have just done something small on my ankle or something and that was no big issue but across my back! ABSURD!
:( :( :( :( :(

Soon after a while we started talking again.. and she seemed fine about it.
The funniest thing was she asked. Can it be removed?
and I was like NO? and she's like YA LA THEN?
I didn't know what to say next...

As I said.. it has really got me thinking..

• Mom said that I couldn't wear anymore barebacks. {cous bry said that too} (OMG like as if I will wear except if IF IF I get married then I would be like a HUH???!! :( :( :( :(
• and what IF what IF I really do get married and my bf's parents finds out about the tattoo and disagrees? I definitely would leave a BAD BAD BAD impression and would not want to marry someone that hates tattoos SO HATE THEM!
• She also brought up the future. The future. The world hates the future. What if I regret? What if I don't get my dream job? If I get a 9-5 torturing office sitting job? Functions. Can I go to functions?
• I told her that I have thought about my future and what I am going to do about it. But seriously, SERIOUSLY have I? MAYBE I'LL JUST NOT GET MARRIED.
• YES I AM SURE I'll NOT GET MARRIED AT ALL TO SOMEONE WHO HATES MY TATTOOS

I don't think if anyone ones me as well :( therefore I am only married to Yoges on Facebook :( :( :(
Like Rah asked.. if I have got any guy that I am interested in or is interested in me.. I think I have given up all on love.

Love is such a bad word.

: ( :( :(

agony and antagonism

I wished my parents have facebook.
like how my sis-in-law found out quick and easy

I wish the pain could just end once and for all but it just had to be brought forward when its healing.

no seafood, no swimming, no suntanning

did you get the hint of flying birds??
i'm happy happy happy but all I worry now is the news to my parents :( they love me so much and I do this to them. how bad of a child can I get? being a good kid is a really easy peasy job and I just have to make it that difficult :(
sorry...

Flea market and Topshop :)
Great buys :)

zee Weekends.

omg so you knew how my Friday went - zee BBQ with NYP classmates - awesome kiddos there!

Then on Saturday, I went to meet Carcar :) I LOVE LOVE LOVE CARINA and MISSED HER SO EFFING MUCH LA. Met her to pass her her Chrissy Present and... ate lunch. Talked so much that the best Satay Bee Hoon in the world sucked : | (cause the sauce dried up)

Followed her back to her crib, cause she decided that she wanted to go out with me and had to change as she's got a wedding dinner to attend too in the night. Once again, I met her sisters - Cheryl and Celine. OMG Celine is such a cutie pie! I didn't get to snap shots cause I totally forgot! and I was googling at all the cute hot hong kong boys in m.i.l.k! magazine that Car bought back from h.k HAHA

Believe it or not! She took 2-3 hours to get ready. Okay! Maybe 2 hours. urghhh felt like asking her not to wear anything! heeh

HAJI LANEE. I missed that freaking ass lane luh!!! I missed PLUCK ice-cream and small talks with the lady boss and tab's sister. I MET MY TWINNNNNNNNNNNYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! Passed her her chrissy prezzie and Miss Tong's too. (TONG TONG get it from sherm k?♥)
MY TWIN IS SO EFFING CUTE THAT SHE OPENED HER chrrisssyy PRESENT BEFORE CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!
haha But I still love you lah and I am so happy that you loved loved your present!!!! ♥s you and see you soon :)


followed on I went to find RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH:)
We are swimmers like michael phelps - DREAM ON!



Underwater "spy" cam!! - which sucked cause we had no goggles : |












I seriously had so so so much fun cause we haven't done anything like this in a long long long long long time. Really missed you so much Rah (: We sauna-ed too :)

Rah's mom was like crying over some drama and was talking to us as well as telling Sarah not to snap when she's sobbing over drama. heeh

Watched Good Luck Chuck on HBO awesome!!!
Jessica Alba the Penguin Lover! lols



Found a new channel which we both didn't know. THE STYLE NETWORK!! love love it.
and this show called SPILT ENDS. heehehh the vietnamese guy - HOT HOT HOT we both were like ... "fuck dude he's fucking hot la" "fuck! My name is joy!" "RAH stop staring and drooling you have Ryan!" "I can have him... FUCK he's like awesome!!!" and Rah would give that blank stare looking at him on teevee saying.. "yeahhhh fuckk yeahhhhh" HAHHAHAHAHAHA
I LOVE YOU RAH :) :) :)

Korean'08 (exactly/not exactly) (actually its Tang Yuan Day)


Our Fried Mushrooms and Egg Plant(best I guess you're disgusted now) which was pretty yummy when it was hot and not when it turned cold : (
BUT COMPARABLE TO CAFES!!! I think.
Joy Chang taste buds give it a... 3/5 saliva glands LOLS

BAD BAD BAD attempts on making CALAMARI ! ! ! !
!@#$%^&*(&^$#@#$%^&&^%$#@
Joy Chang won't even rate it but for myself cause we somehow made them.
I would give 1/5 salivary glands. LOL



ALL THE CHEFS and WE ARE ALL FREAKING EFFING TIRED !!!! : (


Making Korean Pancake. OMG TOO BUSY TO TAKE PICTs! : (


Give you dumplings!!! Gosh I didn't eat them : (


Look at the beef!!! It already looks so good RAW!!! *drools.

Marinating sauce - Cheryl jie did a super good job marinating the meats : ) : ) : )




Too many cooks spoils the good broth.




TOBYYYYYYY WE ALL ♥ ♥ ♥ YOU!!!!! YOU OLD PIG!!!!! :)




i ♥ all old people :)




Don't you love love love ♥ ♥ ♥ the oldiesss ??


Yah and that day was Tze Leon and Jeremy's BIRTHDAYs!!!!!
♥♥♥ the strawberrrrryysss :)



Omg I am so sorry Tze Leon kor, you're like too tall for Jeremy. heep!




We had our blessing draw!!!
Too busy calling out numbers and forgot to ask someone to take pictures.. anyway we looked rather stupid as well booo.
I WON A KETTLE!!!!!! - whatever for, but I xchanged it for a stylishy phone.
: ) : ) : ) SMILES HUMANS

family, I seriously hearts you although sometimes somethings pisses me but seriously, once family always stays family in harmony as a heart :)

love you my girly cousins GREAT JOB everyone loved the foods.
some asked for a second time.
honestly, I hated the cooking.
We will discuss and think again... dream on peeeps...
heeeh
♥♥♥