the mother cow

sorry mommy :(
I love you very much and I am so sorry.

mummy made me think a lot! I mean seriously A LOT!
She kept on asking me why would I want to do such a thing when its not even nice and who have taught me to so such a thing. She kept on repeating that its such a dumb thing to do.
She also added having piercings are fine but tattoo is a NO! Especially across my back.

If you are asking about my bolt tatty on my ankle. Yea. I think she knew about it long long ago but did not squeak a sound. Cause she said that I could have just done something small on my ankle or something and that was no big issue but across my back! ABSURD!
:( :( :( :( :(

Soon after a while we started talking again.. and she seemed fine about it.
The funniest thing was she asked. Can it be removed?
and I was like NO? and she's like YA LA THEN?
I didn't know what to say next...

As I said.. it has really got me thinking..

• Mom said that I couldn't wear anymore barebacks. {cous bry said that too} (OMG like as if I will wear except if IF IF I get married then I would be like a HUH???!! :( :( :( :(
• and what IF what IF I really do get married and my bf's parents finds out about the tattoo and disagrees? I definitely would leave a BAD BAD BAD impression and would not want to marry someone that hates tattoos SO HATE THEM!
• She also brought up the future. The future. The world hates the future. What if I regret? What if I don't get my dream job? If I get a 9-5 torturing office sitting job? Functions. Can I go to functions?
• I told her that I have thought about my future and what I am going to do about it. But seriously, SERIOUSLY have I? MAYBE I'LL JUST NOT GET MARRIED.
• YES I AM SURE I'll NOT GET MARRIED AT ALL TO SOMEONE WHO HATES MY TATTOOS

I don't think if anyone ones me as well :( therefore I am only married to Yoges on Facebook :( :( :(
Like Rah asked.. if I have got any guy that I am interested in or is interested in me.. I think I have given up all on love.

Love is such a bad word.

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