goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dream

ZoukIN

Present!

I was there at ZoukOut!!! But I slept through it instead of partying my night away.

FUCK FUCK FUCK my $70 worth of ticket!!!

My cousins really scare me.

Twenty (old me)

Rawr*** The 4 parts Birthday Celebration was a blast!!

I loved every single second of it!!!

THANK YOU MY FRIENDS!!!!

I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ YOU ALL!!!

(looks like I have to get my mundane studying school life back on track cause I really do not know what's happening in school and its my last sem. Fo-you!)

adieu!

Kill that flying cockroach!

Happy Halloween guys!!!

WHOOOTSSSS!!! Halloween 2010!!!

hello you!

Click on the adverts!!! Please Please Please!!!
When it accumulates to when I can withdraw the $$$, if I know you that is, I'll treat you a plain prata!!
And you! Over on the other side of the world! I know you are stalking me, just click on the adverts!!!!
HAHA(it seems haha is so inappropriate for this HAHA)

hello you!

Click on the adverts!!! Please Please Please!!!
When it accumulates to when I can withdraw the $$$, if I know you that is, I'll treat you a plain prata!!
And you! Over on the other side of the world! I know you are stalking me, just click on the adverts!!!!
HAHA(it seems haha is so inappropriate for this HAHA)

b*tch

I am going to save this heart of mine and break someone else's cause there is where I think I would find my comfort.
No karma will befall on me I suppose cause I see myself broken, entering into a new realm and saving 2 hearts in love.
I believe so.

Don't say you love me

You don't even know me

If you really want me

Then give me some time

Don't go there baby

Not before I'm ready

Its not about how we can be together; its about how I can't see us holding hands and walking together.

Rabbit/Duck

Hi,: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Hi,: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

hellogoodbye

Live life to the fullest.

I found out I am not an accidental child. They wantedhad another child but it didn't surfaced to air. ☹

So you've got me on planet earth, instead of my other brother/sister. WTF!

Visuals interlude thoughts.

Singapore is so small.

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Incepting reality.

In Inception they have a totem to tell themselves if they're in reality or in a dream. But.. us that does not go into layers of dreams we have a best friend that keeps us sane. They would be the totem in our lives & remind us not 2 lead life astray.

- Joy Chang

I need to talk to someone right now.

I am having withdrawal symptoms.

FUCK MY LIFE.

edit// he is having the withdrawal symptom not me! WTH!

Pissed till there were tears

Who brought you up? Who taught you values? Who paid for your shit when you were young and was still studying? I know now, he is not what he used to be and she is overtaking his duties. Please you are fucking ten years older than I am. Can't you be much more sensible? Use your IQ and EQ can?? I always tell her you are damn stupid, jokingly, but sometimes I really think you just have fucking low EQ or maybe you can't balance both your IQ and EQ. I know you are married and all and have a hell lot of shit finances to handle. If your wife and you can afford the bags and accessories, as luxury items, you can't even pay for him an air ticket? But you would pay for her. You want me to pay for him? I wouldn't mind. If it ever comes across your mind, I can hardly even survive with the peanuts she gives me and with the side jobs I have, how far can I survive. I will not say that you are selfish but you are just fucking annoying. Your wife ask me to ask him if he wants to go with us, or else he will be stuck alone here in Singapore. I actually turned down your wife and said I doubt he would want to go with us. Then, when I asked him and he wants to go, you say you no budget cannot pay the fare for him. What fuck shit is this? Cheebs. I wish I can help here. I understand money is such an issue here. I am not angry that you do not want to pay for him. I somehow know where you are coming from. But you actually asked me to turn him down after he has happily agreed to go and say that it is planned for the four of us and say air tickets are really expensive. YOU DON'T HAVE FEELINGS ONE ARH?? You don't want to pay, I will find a way you motherfucker son of a bitch. I know we come from the same bitch. But seriously, you are such an asshole. I really do not know what fuck to do now, I need a stick.

Film

Dessert Sunrise

A desert sunrise, you warm my soul
Painting me in shades of clay
Covering me whole
Oh, I'm a lizard
Sunbathing in
Your radiance
Oh I'm crawling out of hiding
So sweet so sweet you are
If i could only have a taste
Rap my lips around your flavor
Just because you are
Just because you are
So beautiful
I've been waiting all this life in the company of one
And I know I am young, but I don't want to be alone
If you could only just consider the two of us
And I know darling I could be so good to you

I See you rising on the horizon
Bringing light into the day
And I'm coasting on your rays
When I awoke you spoke through the midst of a mystic bliss
Casting shadows on all my dismal yesterdays
Do you remember that you told me darling that I was so real
I tell you all my tears for you are real
We'll cross that bridge again someday
I know we will
I hope we will

Desert sunset a lullaby
If I could give it all to you
If you'd only let me try
Sing so sweetly
It's my only wish
Music drips from your lips like sweet sips of a summers kiss
Summer raindrops precious tongues twist

I've been waiting all this life in the company of one
And I know I am young, but I don't want to be alone
If you could only just consider the two of us
And I know darlin I could be so good to you

I See you risin' on the horizon
Bringin' light into the day
And I'm coastin' on your rays
When I awoke you spoke through the midst of a mystic bliss
Casting shadows on all my dismal yesterdays
Do you remember that you told me darlin that I was so real
I tell you all my tears for you are real
We'll cross that bridge again someday
I know we will
I hope we will

Desert moonrise into the night
Before we lay our heads I wish to walk under the splendorous starlight
Sing so sweetly
It's the sweetest sound
And I become weak in the knees
And I drop down and kiss the ground
And all my cares lie far below
In this earth I wish to die
In this heart my fire grows

psst: do you want to elope with me and maybe come back in 10 years time?

hotmail.com

My hotmail.com is like damn smart, it knows when and which mail to block out of my inbox.

Normally friendster still sends in birthday reminders and updates to my current hotmail and I will occasionally check my junk mail. It blocked out this particular person's birthday and was sent to junk mail. haha Thats right! You are such a piece of junk G.

♥

poopsiejoy is yet to be over the holidays and school starts tomorrow.

So tired of everything. I wish life can just be like Godfinger or any other coins/mana generating game. Earn gold/happiness over a period of time. Just sit there and wait for the time when gold is just happily deposited into your bank.

Apparently that would only happen if I was a game avatar. Here, I am the one controlling the avatar and yet I want to be controlled. Ironic? Indeed.

Why can't knowledge come by through all the experience that we are going to encounter in the future. It is planned that we just have to go through the whole mundane process of going to school, get a certificate, and work your ass off.

I hate to do all of these things. I hate to work. I hate to study. I hate all these things. I do not know what I want. I do not know...

credits: http://ffffound.com/

Filial Piety: Father and Son (Eng subtitles)

the grass is greener on the inside.

its not easy being pretty! & being pretty is not a main point. Its what's on the inside of you. If you're pretty but have a bad attitude, you seriously suck. Be pretty on the inside and you're naturally pretty on the outside as well. Keep that in mind girls & maybe boys too. This is just a random thought, I'm going to blog about it too. ♥!

(ci)

You know that I love you boy.
Hot like Mexico, rejoice.
At this point I gotta choose,
nothing to loose.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke one cigarette and hush.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, *.

Today, my boy best friend said to me, "I don't think you would ever turn your back on me. No matter what state I become."

Wow. He sure placed a lot of trust in me.

& my girl best friend is making me take the ferry alone to Batam and back. There will always be broken answers and all about herself shit. ): Here, there's not much trust. I would know more about a person I've met for only a year or two rather than her a relationship of almost a decade.

to date: I have got only 3 bffs and I know I am exploiting the word of Best in 'Best Friends'

:my lovers are my best of friends as well, but I can't have too many. The world is that selfish.

Credits: JJ

Cause there is freedom within.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/bewailthepast/

tumblr is awesome

neglecting blogger.

p.s/ pooplaughsinpants.tumblr.com

Dilemma

OR?

omg I am having second thoughts on the Burberry tote already! :(

HOW? HOW? HOW? NOW?

You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down
You tell me that you're sorry I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat But that's nothing new

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

so we bottled and shelved all our regrets, and came back to our senses.

if only time subdues everything.

pantsgiggle

Guo said: "love is facing your greatest fear" wow!! Imagine that! Haha about 4 hours ago via UberTwitter

God speaks

while reading fuckyeahtattoos

“There is far more to your life than the food you put in your stomach, more to your outer appearance than the clothes you hang on your body. Look at the birds, free and unfettered, not tied down to a job description, careless in the care of God. And you count far more to Him than birds.” - Matthew 6:25

The days we ate and made clouds.

whoever says mixtape were the lamest, check yourself again.

I miss my people that are not in this tiny island so much!!!
cheenapok!

You don't know me And you don't even care She said you don't know me And you don't wear my chains She said I think I'll go to Boston Think I'll start a new life I think I'll start it over Where no one knows my name I'll get out of California I'm tired of the weather Think I'll get a lover And fly him out to Spain I think I'll go to Boston I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town To leave this all behind I think I need a sunrise I'm tired of Sunset I hear it's nice in the summer Some snow would be nice

epic

26032703

most epic I can ever get a night I don't think that I can ever forget the ideal life
shisha with random mates meet up with usual peeps and leave with random new found mates with a long lost lover booze music nicotine and more meet ups how much more ideal can it get

Place my heart in this bottle of sea salt, put me on a wrecked boat and sail it far far away.

okay. print screened from misstongsays (click for clearer image)

& I am not really sober & happy.

you with dance rather I'd

The music's too loud and the noise from the crowd increases the chance of misinterpretation.

Who is the smartest of 'em all?

lack of updates I know
life been pretty mundane
CNY was just gambling gambling and more gambling
someone won xx,xxx at the casino
school have been pretty tight now with full shifts of roadshows
not much partying
bbm-ed for a day (hurhurhur)
I want to L4D2 withdrawal syndromes kicking in @yatsoon is in aussie
holiday where are you?
@electrikcat @conns wanna L4D2?
zig always ps me, mia and vice versa


out and peace yall!
p.s/I♥adobeillustrator!

haven't seen @bitenails close to a month or two
I wanna get a new tattoo
& be Vegan again
should I go get an iTouch?

okok I'm leaving now.

oh and I miss @cheenapok and janell.lim and @ssarahccchan and SohWeiTing

somebody asked me today,

Joy have you ever been sad?

Wish to

I wanna sell my calligraphy for a living too. ( not that I do scripts very well, but, it can be improved or practiced, I guess)

read from SoonLee, done by BetsyDunlap who does her calligraphy and handicrafts for a living.

How I wish... ..

I may huff and puff and blow places down, but I really do not like it and the scent it brings.
Yesterday,
was the most tiring day of my life
whereby time passes as it is doing things that wastes time in life.
Things that made me laugh and the looks of everyone having most of the fun.
I liked.
Walk from almost an end of the park to the other just in search of a playground.
Spinning like a torpedo that stops your heartbeat and
kills your throat was in fact fun.
The stars in the sky, be it satellites or the Orion's belt was all pretty.
Breeze from the sea like air conditioning, nice.
UO SHOPPING !!! (Y)
&
SHUTTER !!!! (freaky)
And then came a sleepless night,
so did Ms.PMS, me!
We all should lead fragile and humble lives!!!

cheesed

B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B B

illustrator emotions

Adobe CS Illustrator

HAHA my bicycle and script !!
I think I've grown to liking CS Illustrator !!!
Left with 29 days trial :|

Việt Nam, Thành phố Hồ Chí Minh

Okay. If you have read my Facebook or my Twitter, you would have known that I am going to Vietnam. Ho Chi Minh City (HCMC) to be exact. Used to be a communist country turned to be called Saigon.
I am feeling the jitters and anxiety and the fear. Please pray for me. Thank You.

Day 3.

okay. furry here is going to be fury when she sees this.
.I MISS YOU.

Yeah? Yeah! Yeahs !!

Fucking hell! Yeah Yeah Yeahs was the awesomest stuff ever! It just made my 2010 the best ever. Karen O can just stay here in Singapore.

you can see more pictures at
Shermin's - http://www.facebook.com/inbox/?ref=mb#/album.php?aid=178676&id=767982432
or Xc's - http://www.facebook.com/inbox/?ref=mb#/album.php?aid=148770&id=572515094

I've got like Videos from my BB but OMG my BB is so lousy pea-size that you can't hear Karen O sing at all and from where I am sitting, Karen O + the other band mates were just ant size, in my vids you can just hear Joy Chang and no Karen O. (boring..)
Whereas Xc's iphone, nahbeh! Sound and quality was just (Y).

Like what I told LuLu, if you didn't go for YYYs, loser of the century man!
HAHAHHAHAHHA joking luh. But it was seriously, Nice.

YYYs

YYYs

Monday, January 11
YYYs

Spongey Shermin Bob says:
Shake It
Phenomena
Heads Will Roll
Black Tongue
10 x 10
Gold Lion
Y- Control
Skeletons
Soft Shock
Pin
Zero
Cheated Hearts
Maps (Acoustic)
Art Star
Date With The Night
(:

(inserts moustache)


taken from misstongsays

bye cheenapok! I'll see you in 8months! You are going to enjoy it there and we're not going to have much fun without you. Hope you like the book we made!

♥ you plenty

Haha

http://www.secret-loves.com/index.php?test=999303

Reemember when we were younger or maybe even now we do this test out thingy of % of people whom we have a crush on like lovecalculator.com HAHAHAHA I can't believe myself!!!!

Ten Dollar Club

Karaoke could be my new lifestyle. Ten Dollar Club is just the awesomest place I tell you, it just the hippest songs in the century!
Tik Tok by Ke$ha
Bonkers by _ _ _ _?
Bad Romance by Gaga
and many more ..

Who said that KTVs and Karaoke places are for Cheena-porks?
THEY HAVE ENGLISH SONGS !!!! Damn Fun!
♥ed today. Going to miss Curry.
:(

xoxo, peace